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♥My life; my story♥
Monday, November 9, 2009
Perfect dreams can never be reality ;

;A little too not over you
thanks to my prayers, hard work as well as perserverance, i think i did WELL for today's o level F&N paper! :D
i was praying so terribly hard that the two very important and big chapters food commodities and key ingredients in a recipe not to come out as essays and it DID NOT.
thank god so much, my prayers were answered. =]]
it's just not because i didn't study, it's just because i suck at those 2 chapters and i can't seem to memorise them.
oh my gosh, i'm really so thankful. =]]
and And AND!, i could do 90-95% of the whole paper! :D
i could answer all the essay questions toooooo! :D
i had so many factors to write that for the first time, i had JUST ENOUGH time to complete the paper.
and And AND!, for all three essays, i wrote at least on both sides of a paper! :D
okay, this is really giving me a sense of accomplishment.
hehehehe.
my continuous 4 days of hard work paid off i guess, although i haven't know the results.
Hopefully if it isn't an A2, at least a B3.
and i seem that i was dying of excessive intake of food and nutritional knowledge worth 17 chapters.
but honestly speaking, i'm quite surprised and pleased with myself that i'm able to memorise 15 chapters in 4 days.
WEEHEEEEE~! :D
the two most difficult chapters to score and the two easiest chapter to score didn't come out.
most importantly, i think i wrote well for the essays.
i was still panicking over the essays in case those 2 chapters came out.
slept at 2am, and woke up at 6am, and i couldn't get back to sleep until 7am+.
supposed to wake up at 9am but slept in until 1030 since i didn't have enough sleep.
ahhh yes, just one more paper to go.
MCQ, 20%!
i shall revise my concepts and revision papers tomorrow and hopefully this 20% will pull my science grade up! :D
thank god for being there for me.


i can't seem to face the truth,

i'm just a little too not over you.



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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Perfect dreams can never be reality ;

;Disheartened i wanna...

screwing up half a subject is bad enough isn't it?
and yet i had to screw up THE OTHER HALF.
what's wrong with me.
i can never seem to finish both my SS and history paper in time without much problems.
i screw up SS's essay and history's SBQ.
to make it sound EVEN more serious,
i've lost a total of 23 marks for comb humanities.
my target grade was an A2 and i even intended to count this subject into my L1R4 instead of science.
and now, i'm "confident of failing" comb humanities (!!!) and passing science (...)...
it's not as if i didn't put it effort at all.
i did alright.
i practised questions and memorised practically the whole of chapter 6 and 7.
but it's always the time limit and the SBQ.
i can never seem to understand the sources.
but anyway, it's over.
what else can be done?
but there's one thing for sure i know,
and that is
im not regetting anything at all.
yes i did prepare for the exam, yes i clarified doubts with mr pillai, yes i wrote as quickly as quickly as possible, i did memorise all the SBQ steps, i prayed hard enough.
so.......
that's all.
but of course, this horrible experience will definitely be in my mind throughout.
i hope i can play in peace without thinking about it.
and THIS horrible experience had to happen on the actual o level exam.
i feel so bad towards mr pillai.
*sighs*
hmm...
chem and physics was alright i suppose.
first time for sec 4 cheimstry i was able to the whole paper without leaving a single page blank.
which means i attempted every question without a few parts.
*phew*
as for physics a few of my friends thought it was really challenging but i thought it was very easy.
(hahhahaahaha.)
probably because those that i studied came out?
but those that is studied didn't come as well...
hmm..
I KNOW.
I'M CONSISTENT. =]]
(hehehehheehehhehehe)
so anyway, these are this week's papers.
congratulations to those who only have 1 paper left which is science MCQ next wednesday.
you have one week to study for it.
hhaahhaah, i doubt anyone will actually really study for what.
it's a full week!
as for me, i'm gonna study F&N every single day until my paper on monday!
imagine the moment you wake up, you have to face the same textbook again and again.
i think it's a good idea to sleep with the book.
definitely not hugging a rough dirty book but probably putting it under your pillow, hoping that all the knowledge would travel into your head.
HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA.
a desperate way.
and since i think i wouldn't get any As for any of my subjects, I MUST GET AN A NO MATTER WHAT FOR F&N!
and i want that fish & co meal from ms lau for those score a distinction!
(i've already decided what i wanna eat!) =P
anyway, i haven't been sleeping well these 3 days due to the morning papers..
yay, i can sleep in EVERY DAY STARTING FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS!
alright.
2 papers left.
i can't believe everything is coming to an end in a flash.


Don't remind me,

i'm not over it yet.



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Saturday, October 31, 2009
Perfect dreams can never be reality ;

;Tell me when all these nonsense have ended.im gonna...

life hasn't gotten any better!
especially ever since my brother returned from bangkok last monday.
what a pity.
my peaceful life at home only lasted for 5 days.
not even a week!
oh, he bought me a pink leather wallet.
which means i somehow wasted my $14.xx on a new one. =//
i thought he he has changed.
oh well.
the earth would probably stopped spinning if that ever happened.
less than 11 days to my last o level paper.
i really can't wait for that day to come.
i've been thinking about what i wanna do after the Os all the day long without fail every day that sometimes, i really lose focus on what i'm doing (studying).
first is definitely to have fun at the places i long to visit again.
and second which is equally as important as no. 1 is to get a job to feed my wants and needs as well as pay off my dancing fees.
(seems tough)
oh! (hahahhahahaha),
and the third one is also AS equally important as no. 1 and 2 which is to go to the gym almost every day to burnt all the "sinful" calories that i have absorbed for the past couple of months.
yes, so all 3 come under first priority!
(seems even tougher)
and lasttttt but not leasttttt,
(probably not the last one)
i want my touch screen phone before i have blisters on my thumbs for smsing all day long.
i'm somehow suppose to get it this month but....
IT CAN WAIT. :))
(yeah, i'm gonna wait till a "more or less" perfect one to me is released.)
and i'm so very seriously honestly CURIOUS and ANXIOUS but EXCITED over my o level math grade.
i wanna know!
i doubt my curiousity can hold until january to know the results. =//
alright.
enough of empty talks (considered as, for now).
SS and chem on monday, followed by history on tuesday, then physics on wednesday, before i have another 4 full days to revise F&N!
by hook or by crook, I'VE GOT TO achieve my A2 for comb humans.
will i be satisifed with a B3?
i doubt so.
i better get no lesser than 35/50 for SS!
although it's relatively low since it's the one pulling up my overall grade.
OKAY, 40/50! :D
(last tuition session tomorrow! *SCREAMS AND JUMPS FOR JOY*!)
GOOOODBYE MR ALWAYS LATE!
after 44 sessions with me in 4 months, you were still late for 44 times without fail.
and the longest time I had to wait for YOU was 1 and a half hour.
it's very obvious that you were taking advantage of MY free time all along because you don't have the sense of urgency at all.
just a call or an sms to tell to wait an hour for you.
be thankful my patience limit is high or you WOULD have been the first ADULT i'll ever SHOUT LECTURE on the basic courtesy of being ON TIME, which is just the bare minimum.
which student can withstand her tutor being late for 44 times in 44 sessions up to 1 and a half hour late?
ME. :))
frankly speaking, i really wonder how was i able to curb my so called "anger", which was really anger, and keep on smiling and joking with you EVERY TIME.
i swear the feeling of having such an irresponsible tutor was just wanting to shout in your face "YOU'RE FIRED."
and i find it hilarious.
but would i do that?
but still, i ought to thank for the help you've given me.


I've got an angel on the left saying don't give in,

but the devil on the right says let me in.



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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Perfect dreams can never be reality ;

;Can someone tell me?

so i suppose my "journey" of secondary school math ends here.
in fact, it ended 2 and a half hours ago.
but i feel it's quite a waste.
if i were to forget my practises and concepts of math,
which i painstakingly learnt intensively for 4 months.
*sighs*
but i somehow don't feel that elated now that i can "throw" math away.
probably i'm too used to doing math already.
oh well.
yesterday's paper 1 was a good sign for me.
but today's paper 2 was......
it somehow ruined my confidence.
i didn't want to spoil my mum's happiness after knowing that i found paper 1 very easy so i didn't tell her the "actual fact" about my paper 2.
after attempting paper 1 and paper 2, it's going to be a fact that i'll be disappointing mr cheng's hopes of an A2 for me.
(which wasn't that realistic in the first place)
just grant me a B4, and that's enough.
4 subjects down, which means i'm left with 3.
humanities and science next week.
i wonder how am i gonna memorise all my SS and history knowledge at the same time.
not forgetting, physics and chemistry.
and i can finally sleep in peace (hopefully) without any nightmares about formulae, formulae AND formulae.
last but not least,
can someone tell me about english? =0


God helps those who help themselves.

Will God help me?



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Monday, October 26, 2009
Perfect dreams can never be reality ;

i've never worked so hard for something in my life before;
i just need to succeed and i WANT to succeed.


math papers tomorrow and wednesday.
i can't believe the day has finally arrived.
moreover, it's math.
god, please bless me with your greatest powers.
and i will do my best with my biggest confidence.

i don't think i can stand to suffer another heartbreak, can i?



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Thursday, October 22, 2009
Perfect dreams can never be reality ;

;Bad enough love 1,
love 2. loveeeeee, 3.

2 papers, 1 subject down.
and i'm terribly affected by it.
firstly, i screwed up today's o level science practical.
i couldn't FIND the limewater which was supposedly RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.
i really LOOKED THROUGH ALL THE CHEMICALS THRICE BUT I STILL COULDN'T IDENTIFY THE LIMEWATER.
and i was afraid if i asked for help, the invigilator would record down the help given and my marks will be deducted. x((
and i'm hating myself so much for this.
it seems like the only hope for my science other than physics and yet________.
but surprisingly, i was able to make an intelligent guess that it was carbonate even without doing the experiment.
LOL.
as for physics,
i supposed it's fine?
or maybe not.
i have to say i really don't know.
secondly, yesterday's drama paper was good and bad in a way.
the were expected and unexpected questions.
and the unexpected questions were really UNEXPECTED in such a way that i was stunned, and it took me quite a while to generate the answers which i doubt will score me much marks.
but still, i would like to thank ALWIN for his help in drama. :D
he practically went through drama with me for half the day and over the phone and night.
and shao wen tooooooo!
anyway, 1 week have passed.
many many things happened of course.
but today was rather fun.
had history consultation with mr pillai together with dee and hil.
but we ended up teaching mr pillai how to nurture his child.
and i kept giving him advice non-stop.
LOL.
and we laughed and laughed and laughed.
and im going to make a list of i said for mr pillai after Os.
HAHAHAHA.
it's 12:20am and i have tuition in 8 hours time.
5 days to o level math.
please don't kid me with an A2.
and now, i can't think properly.
i really can't.


looking at you makes it harder,

but i know you'll find another.




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Thursday, October 15, 2009
Perfect dreams can never be reality ;

GRADUATED; 14/10/09!
thank god there were no absentees or we will NEVER have a full class photo. i thought i could.
i really thought i could hold back my tears.
i was sucking in all my tears in school already.
even before the graduation ceremony started.
and at home i was feeling all so moody already.
time flies.
i could still recall my first day in school at peirce 3 years ago.
everything seemed so fast for me.
but at least, i enjoyed every moment of it.
the daily squabbles,
teases,
matchmaking,
quarels,
hates
and anything makes us, us. =]]
we all used to say how much we hated this school, how much we felt like leaving this school at once, how we hated the school rules and all the rants about the school.
but to come and think about it now,
i guess we really didn't mean it right?
4 years have passed in a flash.
4 meaningful years.
i was taught, to love, to hate, to perservere and to follow my heart.
i thank god for all my crazy, fun-loving, immature, bossy, proud, arrogant, pretty, handsome, clever, stupid, retarded FRIENDSSSSSSS!
there's so many people i wanna thank.
it's a life-long journey for me that will be etched in my heart as long as i'm alive.
i love my friends, every one of you.
althought i may really dislike you, I REALLY LOVE YOU! :D
and i hope you do. :D
i bet all of us are gonna miss quarelling with our arch enemies.
because i am.
and i sincerely wish my wonderful classmates and schoolmates who have all been there for me whether rain or shine ALL THE BEST AND YOU BETTER NOT FORGET ME.
IM SERIOUS!
alright.
i guess im just gotta talk about today.
and yesterday.
MY BROTHER LEFT HIS PASSPORT AT HOME THE SECOND TIME AGAIN!
and you know what?
i had to rush home from school to get his passport and cab to changi airport to deliver to him.
i left school at 4:12 and i left my house at 4:30pm and i could reach changi airport at 5pm sharp!
(i'm pleased with myself)
kor ah, be glad that it was my graduation day or i would have been suck in school all the way till evening or probably even night!
hahahahaha.
okay.
which means i'll be having peace in this house for the next 5 days.
but somehow, im kinda not used to it.
im too used to hearing his gay screams and his and out movement.
im also tooooo used to seeing his mess all over the kitchen and dining area.
hahahaha.
but my brother whom i really dislike A LOT, bought be a leather wallet in thailand (which is where he is now) and is VERY VERY worried that i may not like it as told by my mother.
wow.
I'LL LIKE LOVE ANYTHING YOU BUY FOR ME!
and so, i think i really really love him to the max.
AND HE WON THE DOTA COMPETITION AND IS IN THE FINALS THIS SUNDAY.
(in thailand of course)
HURRY COME BACK, I WANT MY WALLET.
(althought i just bought a new one last month)
HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY BACKKK!
AND DON'T LOSE THAT WALLET HORH! <3
as for today:
THANK YOU WEIJIE FOR CALLING ME EARLY IN THE MORNING AND ASKING ME IF I WAS GOING FOR MATH REMEDIAL.
becuase i was still comfortably snuggling under my blanket, not knowing anything about it!
and my first reaction was"WHAT?!?"
(i hope i didn't shout too loud yeah...)
so i did math from 9am-1pm before i left with hilary for lunch at J8. :))
and i finally bought a new hair brush!
oh, i didn't mention that my previous one broke into half and im still using it.
hahahahahaa.
and i saw many many things that i like!
and they were seriously BEAUTIFUL.
laptop case, camera pouch, CLOTHES, accessories.
HAHHA.
very tempting.
and i've been saving quite a bit! :D
a lot i mean.
went home and did physics.
alright.
math, drama and math again.
will be staying in school from 8am till the evening.
URGHHHHHHHH!
alright.
it's 12:14am.
someone tell me why i have this very excited feeling.
i can't go to sleep!


i try to let go,

but i can't let you go.



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